To Kudin@Adreen@MelawanArus:

aku tak tau la si Kudin@Adreen@MelawanArus ni akan baca atau tidak entry blog aku yg ni. Kalau dia baca bagus la... kalau dia tak baca, nasib la. Pandai2 dia la... saja aku tak tulis ni kat blog dia.. huhuh~~

Kudin, aku selalu usha blog kau. Cuma aku tak tinggalkan sgt kesan2 tapak kaki aku kat blog kau. Kalau aku berak kat blog kau pun, aku timbus balik lawa2 supaya kau tak nampak sisa2 peninggalan aku tu. Heheh~!! Anyway, aku cuma nak kau tau yang aku sonok baca blog kau. Oleh itu, jgn la ko pencen dari blogging tu. Teruskan la walaupun kau dah kekeringan idea. Merapu meraban la sesuka ati kau. OK~! Tapi kalau kau nak pencen jgk apa aku boleh buat. Sukati kau la...

Jiwa Kacau

Mari merapu pasal cinta... eh, takmo la merapu pasal cinta. Nanti orang cop aku jiwang lak. Ahaha.. padahal aku memang jiwang. ;p ye laaaa~! Org bukak blog ni tgk gambar bunga2 jadi background. Pastu org ckp, laa.. mamat ni mamat bunga rupanya! Ditambah pulak dgn gambar2 aweks sana sini... mana la org tak ckp aku bunga+jiwang+leleh. Hahaha~!! Nah korang, entry hari tu aku masukkan pulak lagu Elvis Costello tu. Biar tgkp leleh semua. Baru korang tau betapa 'tomok'nye aku dan blog aku ni. Ngahaha~!!

OK la... cuba define 'jiwang'? cuba define 'mamat bunga'? cuba define 'brutal'? Satu masa dahulu aku ada dengar term brutal kuntum daripada kwn2 aku. Hah~! lagi laa.. apa bende tu? OK la... utk pengetahuan anda semua. Aku ni seorang jejaka single. Jiwangkah aku kalau aku single? Apsal ada org ckp, jiwang ni hanya utk org couple2 je? Huhuh~ abih tu kalau tak jiwang, apsal letak2 gmbr aweks2 kat blog siap dgn lagu? Huuu~...

Macam ni la senang citer. Aku ni jenis appreciate the beauty in life. If God ever created something beautiful, then it is meant to be loved. If we don't ever wanted to love it, then it is meant to be appreciated. Tak semestinya perempuan cantik. Byk lagi benda lain. Girls, nature, animals, colours, and above all... is LIFE. Life is beautiful if we paint it the right way. Life is miserable if we mess with it.

Usually, org akan fikir life mereka miserable when it comes down to love problem. Apa besar sgt ke 'love' tu sampai boleh membuatkan life jd miserable?? Kdg2, kita sendiri yg cari penyakit. Then, kita blame 'love' for making our life messy. Is it right to love someone if that someone doesn't even know us at all? Is it right to love someone and at the same time loving someone else? Is it damn right to love someone and at the same time hate that someone? (...when love and hate collides...) Hahaha~~!! ...or are we desperately seeking for love? ...or is it just 'in need of companion'?

For all I know, I'm not in love with someone and never will for the time being. Because I just couldn't figure what's the purpose of my love... where will it go after sometimes? Oh yes... you might say I'm desperate. Well, I AM DESPERATE~!! I',m desperately want to know what am i desperating for! Kahkahkahka....

Anyway, leave that love matter behind. Better think of something else more important.. and if don't want to think about it... just close your eyes.. sleeppppp zzzzZZZZZZ....~~ or pick the guitar, hold it right in your hands and strummmmmmmmmmm....

Gagagaga~

Alahai... alerrr... aduihh... ngehgegegege~~

Whatever....~

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin buat:

- bonda, Jaja, Iwan, Nina
- geng2 Bradford: Ghaz, Amen, Wan, Arun, Shah, Iey, Deeba, Fan, Zikri, Ain, Cik Wan, Abg Halim, Abg Rozlan, Abg Hashim, Tuan Hj Azman, Abg Mejar Zaid, Abg Bob, Abg Mat Nor, Azizul, Auntie Roy, dan lain2
- geng2 Leeds: Zul, Paiz, Man, Tepet, Azil, Abg Mandarwis, Bacang, Syed Tozo, Rifae, Eddep, Sham & Ida, dan lain2
- geng2 Burton: Mustaza, Lan, Lee, John, Lex, Dave, Cath, Abg Sulong, Paul, Andy, dan lain2
- geng2 Msia: Nafisa, Jay, Zack, Eema, Kak Yang, Erin, Mui, Ita, Kak Aeinz, Fetea, Miz, Intan, Bung Jono, dan lain2
- PAT Crew: Naim, Arin, Boey, Sawad, Daud, Pett, Skun, Azmir, Jibam, Roy, Amal, Awang, Amat Pezol, Slam, Shaq, Bagong, Cuak, Qunut, dan lain2
- Set2 Jahat Skudai: Jang, Toque, Lemi, Tolib, Pok Awi, Pali, Bronko, Jan, Nin, Has, Ayu, dan lain2
- Org2 lain: Ira... :D

seribu kemaafan dipinta... 0-0

Bayang Rembulan~

The last that ever she saw him,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
He passed on worried and warning,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Lost in a river that Saturday night,
Far away on the other side.
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
And she couldn't find how to push through.
The trees that whisper in the evening,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Sing a song of sorrow and grieving,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
All she saw was a silhouette of a gun,
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through.

I stay, I pray
See you in heaven far away.
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven one day.

Four a.m. in the morning,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
I watched your vision forming,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Stars move slowly in a silvery night,
Far away on the other side.
Will you come to talk to me this night,
But she couldn't find how to push through.

Far away on the other side.

Caught in the middle of a hundred and five.
The night was heavy and the air was alive,
But she couldn't find how to push through.

Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Far away on the other side.
But she couldn't find how to push through...

sian... boyfren dia mati kena bunuh dek org2 jahat. tu la.. lengkali jgn geng dgn org2 jahat. kang tak pasal2 kena bunuh. keh keh keh~