Earthquake, Tsunami & Kepala Hotak Org...

Haaa... nak dijadikan cerita la kan... mlm boxing day itu hari, berlaku la bencana alam Asia. tgk dlm berita tv, mmg kesian la kan. Sri Lanka sampai satu negara kena. Phuket bersepah2. Acheh tu tak tau la camna. pulak tu, sampai ke Somalia, Kenya kat afrika nu pun boleh kena. mmg teruk la kan! 8.9 Ritcher scale... diorg ckp, kuat tu. aku tak reti la nak kata kuat mcm mana sbb aku tak penah rasa kalau 5 ritcher scale camne, 7 camne.. kehkehkhe...~ tp kalau dah sampai jd tsunami wave tu, kira kuat la kan?

aku nak je tgk bencana ni dari sudut yg agak sukar. haa... sbb tu aku gatal2 buat entry pasal earthquake ni. baiklah... mula2 sekali, pasal email2 forward dan msg2 forward yg ada la aku terima dlm YM. msg2 tu berbunyi mcm ni lah lebih kurang...

26 Dis 1932 gempabumi berlaku di China membunuh 70,000 nyawa.26 Dis 1939 gempabumi 7.9 Richter blaku di Wilyah Erzincan,Turki membunuh 41,000 nyawa. 26 Dis 2003 gempabumi 6.5 Richter berlaku di Wilayah Bam,Iran membunuh 45,000 nyawa. 26 Dis 2004 gempabumi blaku di Sumatera membunuh 35,000 nyawa&jumlahnya terus meningkat..Jgn kita lupakan ribut Greg di Keningau,Sabah juga berlaku pd awal pagi 26 Dis 1996 yg meragut beratus nyawa.Adakah semuanya ini 'coincidental'?Bukankah pd malam sebelumnya iaitu 25 Dismbr di bnyk tempat di dunia ini,ramai manusia yg lupa daratan,mabuk & erpoya-poya? Pd pagi 26 Dis 2004,di persisiran pantai timur selatan India diberitakan ada temasya memuja laut

ok lah... aku ni bknnye nak kata apa. cuma, org2 kita ni kan... pandai je buat kaitan tarikh2 ke, nombor2 ke... ada je idea diorg. so, kat sini aku cuba la mencabar serba sedikit pemikiran aku dan org2 lain jgk.

fakta2 yg diberi kat msg tu, semua betul kecuali gempa bumi kat china tuh. fakta yg lebih tepat ialah, ia berlaku 25 Dec 1932 di Kansu, China. itu pun, sebelum tu dah berlaku gempabumi yg lagi teruk di tempat yg sama pada 16 Dec 1920. lps tu, pasal temasya memuja laut tu, takde pulak dlm berita. mana diorang ni tau? dan2 je diorg nih. (err... 'diorg' merujuk kpd org2 yg buat msg nih) lps tu pulak kan, setau aku la... org berpoya2 mabuk2 masa christmas party. iaitu lazimnya diadakan pada christmas eve, 24/12. pada mlm 25/12 rasanya org raya krismas kat rumah je. kenapa pulak tuhan nak tunggu sampai 2 hari baru nak bg bala? pulak tu, apsal bg bala teruk kat Acheh? apsal tak turun kat U.S? kat sana lg ramai org mabuk2...

lg kan.. yg gempabumi2 yg diorg list kan ni, bknnya yg paling teruk. kecuali yg baru2 ni tu la. yg kat Bam, Iran tu kira teruk la tapi bkn yg paling teruk. klik sini utk tau earthquake paling teruk (tak termasuk yg baru berlaku ni dan yg kat Bam Iran).

lps tu kan, yg kat wilayah Erzincan, Turki tu... pun bkn paling teruk! ada lagi paling teruk 13 Mac 1999. tu pun, bknnya baru dua kali gempa kat Turki. start thn 1939, lps tu 1942, 1943, 1944, 1951, 1957, 1967 dan last skali 1999 (paling teruk). so, argument aku... dah mmg kawasan dia tu kawasan gempa. ngape pulak nak kaitkan 26 Dec?

ooOO... nak main2 dgn nombor ye? haa.. meh! kalau ikutkan, gempa bumi 1999 paling teruk di Turki tu, 13 Mac 1999 bersamaan 9 Ramadhan 1412. haa.. sape pulak yg berpoya2 time bulan pose nih?! yg dekat Iran tu... apa bala tuhan turun dekat Iran? ngaper tak turun kat Israel? nak main nombor lagi? jom! gempabumi ke-4 paling teruk berlaku dlm abad ke-20, ialah di Messina, Italy pada 28 Dec 1908 bersamaan 4 Zulhijjah 1326! itu musim haji tu! lagi 4 hari je org nak start tawaf kat ka'abah. hah? ada ke org berpoya2 sambil melontar, wukuf, sa'ei kat Mekah nuh? kalau ada pun, naper pulak gempa kat Italy?

ok la... cukup la aku membebel setakat nih sahaja. sbb kan, 5 kejadian yg berlaku pada 26 Dec tu... 2 je yg besar (Iran dan Hindi Ocean). 1 kes ribut greg, dan lagi 2 kes iaitu Turki dan China tu... tmpt tu mmg selalu berlaku gempa. dan dlm byk2 gempa tu, ada la tarikh 26 Dec. alaa.. yg kat china tu pun 25 Dec sebenarnya. so, takyah la kita percaya sgt benda2 taghut nih. mengarut. bknnye aku tak percaya pada bala tuhan, tapi tak perlu bermain2 dgn nombor. setiap kali berlaku fenomena alam, maka insaflah kita bahawa benda ni semua tuhan yg buat. samada bala atau rahmat, kita tak tau. jgn la kita lekas je percaya dgn permainan tarikh atau nombor oleh org2 tertentu. buat la research sket...

p/s - aku sebenarnya tensen. bukak je email, berlambak2 email org forward pasal 26 Dec nih. lps tu, on je YM, ada je offline msg daripada sape2 tah pasal benda ni jgk...! hoh!! coming soon: conspiracy di sebalik earthquake lautan hindi. jeng..jeng~!

entry byk2...

err... lama tinggal alam cyber. nak update pun mesti byk giler nih. takpe la, oleh kerana aku 'tak rajin', maka aku sumbat la dlm satu entry apa2 yg berlaku sejak akhir2 ini. huhu~

Christmas Eve:
dlm erti kata lain, ialah malam raya. suasananya sungguh meriah... dgn anak2 kecil berlari2 bermain bunga api, pelita dan damar dinyalakan, sanak saudara berkumpul, kakak2 menghias rumah, ibu masak rendang & ketupat... ngehehee~ itu kalau raya kita kat malaysia la! tapi mlm raya krismas kat sini... adoi~! takde apa2, cuma aku balik kampung la... ngahaha! balik Bradford. jumpa kengkawan lama. di kesangapan aku mlm krismas, aku hanya mampu menonton TV. mcm2 la movie2 krismas yg ada... tp mlm tu ada satu movie krismas yg agak best la, Money Train lakonan Wesley Snipes, J-Lo & Woddy Harelson. "...where's your christmas spirit??","in your pocket!!" heheh... sori la kalau anda tak faham...

...encik santa yg sangap tgk pokok krismas katik!

Hari Krismas:
"oh yeah~! in case you haven't heard, yes... we had white christmas!" gitu lah kata pompuan yg baca ramalan cuaca dlm tv tu. tp nyer... white christmas kat certain2 tmpt je. Aberdeen, Manchester, Birmingham... tapi tidak kat Bradford!! waaaaaaa~!! frustnyer... tp pagi tu ada la snow sbenarnya. cuma dia lalu2 gitu je sbb angin kuat. kejap2 je. lps dua tiga minit dia stop. pastu lama sket ada lg...lps tu stop blk. takde pun melekat kat tanah. keciwa... tp mlmnyer, fuuuhhh.. sungguh sejuk. takde snow tapi air batu. icy. lopak2 air semua jadi keras. alaa... aku ni macam la tak pernah amin snow. thn lps2 dah main dah padahal... ceh! aku masih lg ngadap tv tgk movie. yeah... citer Love Actually. adoi~! terjiwang lak tgk citer tu... huhuh~


usha la elok2, nmpk la snow2 yg sedikit berterbangan

Boxing Day:
Hari ber'shopping' bg mereka yg kaki shopping kerana harga sale giler2 anjing. aku follow je la geng2 lama ni gi town Leeds sbb depa nak shopping. aku? heheh~ oleh krn budget tgh tight, maka aku tak boleh la joli katak. aku sambar la kasut diadora bodo tu sepasang. tu pun sbb aku takde kasut yg proper. pastu capai kemeja Marks & Spencer sehelai. huhuhu~ 5pounds je. nak gak rasa pakai baju branded. nasib baik 5pounds je. kalau Marks & Spencer kat KLCC tu, haram aku tak masuk! dah tentu harga mahal macam harga meriam. oh ye... tgh mlm sblm tu, tgh syok2 aku layan tv, ada breaking news ckp earthquake baru je berlaku kat hindi ocean. aaaa~ nt aku nak discuss pjg2 pasal earthquake ni dlm entry yg lain. topic ni best bg aku. ape2 hal pun, Al-Fatihah utk mereka yg terkorban...

Christmas Cake

for the past few days, i've been listening to shitloads of christmas songs! oh yeah, boost my christmas mood... huhuh~ tapi kan, dlm byk2 lagu aku dgr... ada la satu lagu ni. uuhh~ sedih ngat. sayu dan slow je lagu dia. lirik dia pun... adui... tajuknye 'Christmas Cake' nyanyian Rilo Kiley. nak nanges...

"It's almost Christmas..."

When I take off my make up I look old and defeated
I'm not so dangerous
Cry into my Christmas cake
Staring holes into me all night
You should just give up
'Cause our love's become selling secrets
To the Russians they don't need
The Cold War is on between you and me

25 years old and a bachelor's degree
Your parents helped out with graduation fees
The loans were never enough
The credit cards are calling your bluff
Hold your hand, cut them up, move away
Or you'll paying them off 'til your kids grow up
And do the same

There's no more running water
Wrapping presents in the dark
Move into your car
Change where you park
Too bad that job caroling department stores fell through
But the new year is right in front of you

Cry into your Christmas cake
Don't know what else to do
Don't know what else to do
(Fa la la fa la la la la)

I fear I'm going deaf
I've got some sense left
Give up some more to be with you
(Ooh...)
'Cause what good is seeing if love's not looking back at you
(Aah...)
And waht good is feeling if my hands aren't touching you

And another angel came down
He was wearing only a cloud
He said "Sew up the bad that you've done
Tomorrow Christmas day comes"
(Christmas day)

Cry into your Christmas cake
Don't know what else to do
Cry into your Christmas cake
Don't know what else to do
The new year's right in front of you
(Fa la la fa la la la la)

Raya Dtg Lagi...

rasanya belum hilang lg panas aidilfitri hari tu... kali ni krismas pulak menjelma. haha~~ terasa jgk bahangnye biler telinga asyik dialunkan dgn lagu2 krismas yg best. sana sini nmpk jualan mega karnival krismas ni. mintak2 la krismas ni turun snow... va va voom! best nye... lagu2 krismas yg oldies2 ni best nye... sambil2 main snow, pasang lampu kat pokok krismas... adoi!! hahaha... "merry christmas! ho ho ho hotak ko!!" (kata santa claus yg tensen)

apa nak buat time krismas ni eh? takkan nak lepak je kat rumah... jadi sampah? ish... kena buat sesuatu ni... mari seluk poket sambil gagau2. mana la tau kot2 ada ongkos lebih, boleh gi jln2 tgk keindahan krismas. huhuhu~

apa yg ada untuk menceriakan suasana krismas? erm... pokok krismas - santa claus - elf - rudolf the reindeer - bell - lights - snow - stokin gantung - trifle? - christmas gifts... alaa... yg raya nye bkn aku! hoh! yg aku sibuk2 lak apahal? takper... demi menceriakan hati sendiri yg kesepian, aku akan jadikan krismas kali ini sbg batu loncatan utk aku happy2... ngahahah!!

"...off to the north pole, Rudolf! I'm sick & tired of christmas~!!"

adoi... lps krismas, boxing day. lps tu... new year pulak! ish... diorang ni mcm pandai je buat raya time2 hujung thn. ni mesti nak cuti pjg. lps tu mula la flight penuh la... hotel penuh la... kedai tutup la... public transport tak jln la... takkan aku nak berterusan jadi sampah time2 cuti gini? jap2... nak check out wheater forecast!

hmm... suhu paling rendah on christmas eve ialah -2degree. aisey... ni ramalan utk 5 hari jek? buat la ramalan utk sebulan ke... kecewa sungguh! nak gak rasa white christmas. aaa... white christmas ialah keadaan di mana salji penuh memutih di antara midnite dan tghari krismas. thn lps, krismas kat tmpt aku ni takde snow. snow first turun pun thn lps masa new year eve. last skali white christmas kalo tak silap thn 2001.

nasib baik diorg ni tak buat lemang ke, kacau dodol ke time raya kan? kalo tak, camna la nak buat semua tu dgn keadaan winter yg sejuk nak mampos ni. nak keluar, tapi sejuk. kalau keluar, sure hidung jd merah mcm hidung rudolf. pastu, telinga jadi kebas... bibir pun rasa tebal semcm je mcm negro! jakgih... cecair2 jernih mula meleleh keluar dari lubang hidung... hahhaha!! aachooo~!

eh... sejak akhir2 ni, aku taruk entry skema lak. takper... as long as tak private sgt, boleh la. tapi ye la... takkan aku nak ckp kat sini every details of my day kan? takkan korang nak tau jgk aku berak baper kali sehari... aku mkn apa tadik... kaki aku berbau ke tak hari ni... hoh! apa tujuan org ber'blog' sebenarnye eh? ngeehehehe~~

ok la... tatau apa nak tulis dah! sekian saja laporan pra-krismas. kita tunggu dan lihat, adakah aku akan jadi best masa krismas atau tetap jadi sampah di rumah waktu cuti... hahhaah~~!!

Mari Lompat Bintang...

okeh~ mula2, kaki rapat. tgn lurus rapat ke peha. dgn kiraan satu, lompat dan kangkang kaki sambil depa tgn lurus2! kemudian, kiraan dua... lompat lagi dan rapatkan kembali kaki sambil tgn lurus ke atas. rapatkan kedua2 tapak tgn. lepas tu, dgn kiraan tiga, ulang langkah kedua tadi... dan kiraan empat, kembali ke posisi awal. begitulah seterusnya hingga kiraan ke berapa pun, suka hati anda lah. Orait~!! mula skarang... SATU!! (yeah~) DUA!! (yeah~) TIGA!! (yeah~) EMPAT!! (yeah~)...

baiklah.. itu saja senaman pagi dari aku....

adoi~~ sebenarnya aku baru terjaga dari tidur ni. pukul 5.30 pagi. dah mata dah keras tak bleh tidur setelah sehari suntuk tidur mcm gajah. tapi aku yakin... sebaik sahaja matahari menjelma, maka mata aku akan otomatik ngantuk kembali nanti. tambah pulak, hari ni hari sabtu. sabtu dan ahad mmg hari tidur mati sedunia! bak kata pepatah org dulu2, siang tidur mlm berjaga.. yeay!!

alahai... dua tiga hari lepas, si Amen dan Wan balik Msia. best je nengok dia packing2 brg nak balik. best je tgk dia sengih2 tepon kwn2 dia nak balik. best je tgk dia timbang2 luggage takut overweight. nasib baik brg dia byk. kot tak, mau aku masuk dlm beg dia. dpt la balik free... huhuh~! eh free ke?? mana tau kot2 kena tax ke sbb bawak aku. eh, aku pun kena tax ke? duti import Ariel baper persen skang eh kang Msia? kalau mahal sangat tak jadi la nak eksport Ariel byk2 ke Msia... aaaaa~~ dah mula mepek!

Di subuh hari yg indah ni, aku duk layan lagu Thailand yg bertajuk 'Sebai-Sebai'... akhakhakha!! korang tau tak lagu tu? alaa.. lagu ni ada yg citer Salih Yakcob dgn Mr Os tu.. apa citer ntah... yg diorg p Thailand tu...

aaa.. speaking of Thai, teringat plak kat Sawad. Dah kawin pun mamat tu... caya la! tapi sedih giler la... sbb aku tak dpt attend wedding dia. (ye la!! kalau dia buat kat sini mmg la aku boleh attend) dgr citer, Boey yg jadik bestman dia. bestnyeee!! Tapi mmg terkilan gak arr sket.. masa Miji dgn Skun kawin, aku ada pegi. Tapi time dia, aku takde... nt Boey kawin, aku mesti pegi. (ehek... ko bile kawin Boey?)Qunut pun dah nak tunang thn dpn Pett pun kawin thn depan. dah mula dah era kahwin2 ni.

aku? hahahaa~!! aku dah kawinnnnnn!! dah dua org dah pun bini! tak caya tanya Zaret dan Jian... hahahhahhaha!! adoii... ahahhaha!! ada dua lagi kosong... sape2 yg berminat boleh la isi borang. sila mintak borang dgn Jian... jgn mintak dgn Zaret. dia tak kasik kot. hahahhaha!! aduiii.. hahahaha!! mepekkkkkk!!

*break*

ok... ala.. aku minum air sat tadi. usha2 tgk dlm jag tu ada air kopi. tuang le segelas. tu diaaaa... aku igtkan air neskepe ke.. rupenye air kopi piau Msia tu.. alaa.. kopi cik senah tu. hitam pekat. kaw habis! ni subuh2 camni dpt pegi lepak kedai minum kopi sambil pekena nasik lemak ke, roti canai ke, kuih lapis ke.. seronok jgk ni. tp itu kat Msia la.. kat sini takde semua2 tu. mkn biskut je la... tak pun roti.. kalau takde sgt, mkn je la stokin2 buruk ke... kasut2 buruk ke. janji kenyang!

ehh... pjg pulak entry aku kali ni. ok la.. nak stop la. mana buleh tulis pjg2 gini! selalu aku tulis pendek2 je... tu pun byk yg mepek dari yg ok. jadi, itulah saja laporan saya dari bilik berita utk pagi ini. jgn lupa bersama kami lagi sejam dari skarang... sebai-sebaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

Encik Phantom

weekend baru ni aku gi cinema. setelah penat berperang mulut dan senjata api dgn kawan2 aku, maka aku membuat keputusan utk tgk citer The Phantom Of The Opera manakala mereka yg lain gi tgk citer puntianak jahat2 lawan dgn puntianak negro iaitu Belit. hehkheke~! Diorg sumer takmo tgk citer Phantom tu sbb itu citer nyanyi2 joget2... konfirm ngantuk diorg ckp. aku dulik hapa... janji aku minat. Mmg dah lama aku nak tgk teater phantom of the opera tapi tak kesampaian. bila kuar movie... maka aku pun teruja la nak tgk!

Aku bajet tak ramai la org tgk citer tu. boleh la aku kangkang suak2 ati dlm wayang tu. Jakgih aku masuk... tu diaaaaaaaa~!! punya la ramai umat manusia. penuh wayang! nak lagi best, makcik2 tua dgn pakcik2 tua lak tuh yg ramai tu. kalau ada yg muda2 pun, yg muka nerd2, muka2 sastera, muka2 seni teater... hahaha~! Maka aku pun cepat2 bukak spek dan lepaskan ikatan rambut supaya kelihatan brutal macho... (tapi gi tgk citer muzikal..hihiehieheheeee)

mula2 citer tu hitam putih... alahai, cam buhsan je. sekali, bila dia dah start flashback... dgn overture music the phantom of the opera yg glemer tu... wah wah wah wah wahhhhh!! aku terpaku! bak kata omputih... i was stunned and gripping my back seat the whole movie! seriously, aku terpaku! Visual yg sungguh menakjubkan! Aduh.. meremang bulu tengkuk aku setiap kali bunyi tema phantom tu kuar. Ini baru movie nya... kalau teater, mau aku melekat kat kerusi taknak balik rumah. Pendek kata, mmg berbaloi la aku g tgk citer tu! The best gothic movie yg pernah aku tonton. Lebih hebat daripada Moulin Rouge!

Kalau korg tak suke art, tak suka citer muzikal, tak minat gothic... tak yah buang duiot tgk... nt korang tidur. Kalau korang suka tgk Batman, Sleepy Hollow, Interview With Vampire... korang imagine je lah sentuhan gothic dlm filem2 tu dibawa masuk ke dalam teatheric phantom ni. Aduhhh... aku dah mula berangan nak jadi opera phantom. Kahkahka~!

OK la... citer byk tak guna. Daripada korg layan citer hindustan nyanyi2 golek2 dalam semak tu, baik korang layan citer The Phantom Of The Opera ni... lagi best. lagi tgkp menyentuh perasaan. (bukan jiwang tau! aku bukan mamat jiwang!! hhuehueueh)

Sekian saja promosi tanpa gaji filem phantom of the opera daripada aku. Tapi cam sial la... Ocean Twelve kat sini kuar Febuari 2005... mangkuk hayun sungguh~!!

Mari lari setempat...

hoh~! dulu masa mula2 buat, bukan main. ngadap sampai ke pagi. alter itu ini. taruk gmbr bagai. sanggup betulkan sampai takde silap. skarang, pemalas nak mampus. bukan susah sgt pun. update je padahal.

"tapi saya takde apa2 yg nak diberitau dlm ni. bukan penting sgt pun. kalau ada pun, privacy sgt (kononnya). takkan saya nak suruh org semua baca dan tau pasal saya??"

hek elee... selama ni kalau takde apa2 pun, letak la jugak lirik lagu ke, puisi ke, gmbr apa2 ke. mcm la selama ni ada cerita sgt pasal kehidupan tu. pigi raaa~~ ckp je la dah takde mood. dah malas nak blog2 ni. hangat2 taik biawak je!!

"alaa... yg marah sgt ni apesal?! ye la... saya malas. bukan malas apa... malas je nak login taip password, pastu klik link blog, klik create new post, pastu taip2... publish... adoii... letih le nunggu!!"

Aaa... kalau gitu, tutup je la blog ni!! toksah ngade2 nak buat blog cm org lain. kalau malas update, takde sapa la nak visit blog ni hari2, tau tak?! lama2, diorg pun fedap. lps tu, diorg buang link blog ni dari blog diorg. padan muka...!

"ehek... iye ke? aaa.. kalau gitu, mcm best je. buleh la saya tulis benda2 peribadi yg best2 sbb org pun dah tak baca blog saya. hik hik hik (gelak gedik)"

bodooooooohhhh~!! PAAANNGGGGG~!! *sekeping pelempang hinggap di tulang tamparan nyamuk beliau. dgn kesakitan yg tidak terperi, beliau berguling2 di atas tanah sambil mengerang... "adoi.. adoi... tolong patik, tengku... adoi..."

...to be continued

To Kudin@Adreen@MelawanArus:

aku tak tau la si Kudin@Adreen@MelawanArus ni akan baca atau tidak entry blog aku yg ni. Kalau dia baca bagus la... kalau dia tak baca, nasib la. Pandai2 dia la... saja aku tak tulis ni kat blog dia.. huhuh~~

Kudin, aku selalu usha blog kau. Cuma aku tak tinggalkan sgt kesan2 tapak kaki aku kat blog kau. Kalau aku berak kat blog kau pun, aku timbus balik lawa2 supaya kau tak nampak sisa2 peninggalan aku tu. Heheh~!! Anyway, aku cuma nak kau tau yang aku sonok baca blog kau. Oleh itu, jgn la ko pencen dari blogging tu. Teruskan la walaupun kau dah kekeringan idea. Merapu meraban la sesuka ati kau. OK~! Tapi kalau kau nak pencen jgk apa aku boleh buat. Sukati kau la...

Jiwa Kacau

Mari merapu pasal cinta... eh, takmo la merapu pasal cinta. Nanti orang cop aku jiwang lak. Ahaha.. padahal aku memang jiwang. ;p ye laaaa~! Org bukak blog ni tgk gambar bunga2 jadi background. Pastu org ckp, laa.. mamat ni mamat bunga rupanya! Ditambah pulak dgn gambar2 aweks sana sini... mana la org tak ckp aku bunga+jiwang+leleh. Hahaha~!! Nah korang, entry hari tu aku masukkan pulak lagu Elvis Costello tu. Biar tgkp leleh semua. Baru korang tau betapa 'tomok'nye aku dan blog aku ni. Ngahaha~!!

OK la... cuba define 'jiwang'? cuba define 'mamat bunga'? cuba define 'brutal'? Satu masa dahulu aku ada dengar term brutal kuntum daripada kwn2 aku. Hah~! lagi laa.. apa bende tu? OK la... utk pengetahuan anda semua. Aku ni seorang jejaka single. Jiwangkah aku kalau aku single? Apsal ada org ckp, jiwang ni hanya utk org couple2 je? Huhuh~ abih tu kalau tak jiwang, apsal letak2 gmbr aweks2 kat blog siap dgn lagu? Huuu~...

Macam ni la senang citer. Aku ni jenis appreciate the beauty in life. If God ever created something beautiful, then it is meant to be loved. If we don't ever wanted to love it, then it is meant to be appreciated. Tak semestinya perempuan cantik. Byk lagi benda lain. Girls, nature, animals, colours, and above all... is LIFE. Life is beautiful if we paint it the right way. Life is miserable if we mess with it.

Usually, org akan fikir life mereka miserable when it comes down to love problem. Apa besar sgt ke 'love' tu sampai boleh membuatkan life jd miserable?? Kdg2, kita sendiri yg cari penyakit. Then, kita blame 'love' for making our life messy. Is it right to love someone if that someone doesn't even know us at all? Is it right to love someone and at the same time loving someone else? Is it damn right to love someone and at the same time hate that someone? (...when love and hate collides...) Hahaha~~!! ...or are we desperately seeking for love? ...or is it just 'in need of companion'?

For all I know, I'm not in love with someone and never will for the time being. Because I just couldn't figure what's the purpose of my love... where will it go after sometimes? Oh yes... you might say I'm desperate. Well, I AM DESPERATE~!! I',m desperately want to know what am i desperating for! Kahkahkahka....

Anyway, leave that love matter behind. Better think of something else more important.. and if don't want to think about it... just close your eyes.. sleeppppp zzzzZZZZZZ....~~ or pick the guitar, hold it right in your hands and strummmmmmmmmmm....

Gagagaga~

Alahai... alerrr... aduihh... ngehgegegege~~

Whatever....~

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin buat:

- bonda, Jaja, Iwan, Nina
- geng2 Bradford: Ghaz, Amen, Wan, Arun, Shah, Iey, Deeba, Fan, Zikri, Ain, Cik Wan, Abg Halim, Abg Rozlan, Abg Hashim, Tuan Hj Azman, Abg Mejar Zaid, Abg Bob, Abg Mat Nor, Azizul, Auntie Roy, dan lain2
- geng2 Leeds: Zul, Paiz, Man, Tepet, Azil, Abg Mandarwis, Bacang, Syed Tozo, Rifae, Eddep, Sham & Ida, dan lain2
- geng2 Burton: Mustaza, Lan, Lee, John, Lex, Dave, Cath, Abg Sulong, Paul, Andy, dan lain2
- geng2 Msia: Nafisa, Jay, Zack, Eema, Kak Yang, Erin, Mui, Ita, Kak Aeinz, Fetea, Miz, Intan, Bung Jono, dan lain2
- PAT Crew: Naim, Arin, Boey, Sawad, Daud, Pett, Skun, Azmir, Jibam, Roy, Amal, Awang, Amat Pezol, Slam, Shaq, Bagong, Cuak, Qunut, dan lain2
- Set2 Jahat Skudai: Jang, Toque, Lemi, Tolib, Pok Awi, Pali, Bronko, Jan, Nin, Has, Ayu, dan lain2
- Org2 lain: Ira... :D

seribu kemaafan dipinta... 0-0

Bayang Rembulan~

The last that ever she saw him,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
He passed on worried and warning,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Lost in a river that Saturday night,
Far away on the other side.
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
And she couldn't find how to push through.
The trees that whisper in the evening,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Sing a song of sorrow and grieving,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
All she saw was a silhouette of a gun,
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through.

I stay, I pray
See you in heaven far away.
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven one day.

Four a.m. in the morning,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
I watched your vision forming,
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Stars move slowly in a silvery night,
Far away on the other side.
Will you come to talk to me this night,
But she couldn't find how to push through.

Far away on the other side.

Caught in the middle of a hundred and five.
The night was heavy and the air was alive,
But she couldn't find how to push through.

Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Far away on the other side.
But she couldn't find how to push through...

sian... boyfren dia mati kena bunuh dek org2 jahat. tu la.. lengkali jgn geng dgn org2 jahat. kang tak pasal2 kena bunuh. keh keh keh~

Ulek Mayang

Ulek mayang ku ulek
Ulek dengan jala jemala
Ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan tuannya puteri
Ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan jala jemala
Ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan puterinya dua

Puteri dua berbaju serong
Puteri dua bersanggol sendeng
Puteri dua bersubang gading
Puteri dua berselendang kuning
Umbok mayang diumbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Nok ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan puterinya empat

Puteri empat berbaju serong
Puteri empat bersanggol sendeng
Puteri empat bersubang gading
Puteri empat berselendang kuning
Umbok mayang diumbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Nok ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan puterinya enam

Puteri enam berbaju serong
Puteri enam bersanggol sendeng
Puteri enam bersubang gading
Puteri enam berselendang kuning
Umbok mayang diumbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Nok ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan puterinya tujuh

Puteri tujuh berbaju serong
Puteri tujuh bersanggol sendeng
Puteri tujuh bersubang gading
Puteri tujuh berselendang kuning
Umbok mayang diumbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Nok ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan tuannya puteri

Tuan puteri berbaju serong
Tuan puteri bersanggol sendeng
Tuan puteri bersubang gading
Tuan puteri berselendang kuning
Umbok mayang diumbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Nok ulek mayang diulek
Ulek dengan tuannya puteri

Ku tahu asal usul mu
Yang laut balik ke laut
Yang darat balik ke darat
Nasi berwarna hamba sembahkan
Umbok mayang ku umbok
Umbok dengan jala jemala
Pulih mayang ku pulih
Pulih balik sedia kala

Ulek Mayang mantra is required to cure the spirit of the owner oh this blog. He's been possesed by some sort of evil power that makes him emotionally unstable and whitened his face. He will be in intensive medication under custody of the great Pateri shaman who claim that this evil power is the Ocean Princess or Puteri Laut...

Leaving On A Jet Plane

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', It's early morn,
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

* So kiss me and smile for me
Tel me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing

Every place I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll bring your wedding ring

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times I won't have to say

que pasa, man~?

there's a you dat i couldn't touch,
...and there's a me dat u shouldn't have,
there's a feelin' dat we wouldn't understand,
...and there's a way dat they wouldn't let,

Search Engine

oleh kerana tak tau nak buat apa, aku saja la gatal2 main2 dgn search engine. aku pegi kat yahoo! lepas tu taip la nama aku, nama kwn2 aku, nama family aku ke... saja tgk. mana la tau kot2 ada website pasal makcik aku ke.. hahah~! sekali tu, aku pun try la search blog aku ni. aku pun taip le arielclash, hasilnya... jeng jeng~~! tengok le gambar di bawah. screenshot search result yg tersebut itu!

-klik le gambar utk view yg lebih mantap-

hehe~! blog aku ada kat yahoo! search. nak lagi best, dlm 3 results yg keluar, ada la pulak blog nafisa sekali. ewah~ macam ada apa2 pulak. hihi~! carik blog aku, keluar blog ko jugak, nafisa!! lalalalala...~~

Sorry~!

aisey... sori la byk2 kpd rakan2 blogan sekalian alam cyber. terlalu busy la lately sampaikan takde masa nak update benda alah ni. online pun, dapat online kejap2 je. lagipun, takde apa yg menarik sgt berlaku dlm kalendar hidup ini. hehe~!

apa2 hal pun, buat pertama kali nye, berat badan aku mencecah 60kg hari ni. baru je aku timbang beberapa minit yg lalu. hahaha~! gumbira nye aku. teruskan usaha menambah berat badan mu Ariel, yeay~!! Dlm masa setahun ni dpt naik 5kg je... aduiiiihh~!!!

p/s- selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yg mulia. kena score byk2 utk Ramdhan musim ni buat bekalan di hari akhir nanti. Amin...~

Bloggin' Away...

Ditri, ni aku belasah kat blog ko... dapat degree la semua blogger camni. Hahah~!! Tapi mcm betul gak aku punya kelulusan tu... ;p

The University of Blogging Presents to Arielclash An Honorary Bachelor of Attention Seeking Majoring in Survey Science Signed Dr. GoQuiz.com ®

Username:

Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com

Updates

"...update la kamu sebelum kamu diupdatekan..." Ngeehehe... lama dah rasanya tak update blog bodoh ni. Sebenarnya, bukan takde apa2 nak citer, tapi malas nak taip. Lagipun, ini kan temapt aku merapu. So, kalau takde update tu maknanya aku tak merapu lah tu pada hari2 yg berkenaan. Hahah~!!

sekadar gambar hiasan

Actually, sebab yg membuatkan aku segan nak update 2 minggu yg lalu ialah...~ hehe~ Ada lak sorang minah ni ckp dia suka blog aku sbb it shows my loneliness. My loneliness~??! Wehh... lonely sgt ke aku ni? Am I a loner? Apa yg aku tulis semua kat sini mmg menampakkan aku ni lonely ke? Aaarrgghh...~!! Kalau ye pun, jgn la ckp kat aku yg aku ni lonely... baca je blog ni udah le. Hehee~ Kan aku dah segan nak update2 ni!

Lepas tu, aku ada la pulak ckp kat sorg kwn ni, "aku malas la nak cerita pasal kehidupan aku hari2...". Dia ckp balik kat aku, "abis tu, apa guna ko ada blog?". Huh~? Apa guna aku ada blog kalo camtu eh?... atau pun, apa guna blog aku camtu? Apa org buat blog ni sbb nak citer kisah hidup seharian je ke? Takde privacy la kalo camtu... sukati la kan, ada org nak buat mcm diary la. Ada org lain pulak buat tempat taruk artikel best2 la. Aku nak buat blog aku ni tempat merapu. So, at least kalau ada update, org yg selalu dtg sini tahu yg aku masih hidup, masih mampu merapu, dan masih hensem seperti biasa! Huahahahaha~!!

Nightwish - Once

Aduh... apa sgt la setakat Evanescene tu...right now, aku sudah ketagih dgr album baru Nightwish - Once nih. Hari2 duk layan bagai org gila. To be frank, dulu aku tak suka sgt sama ini band. Lagu2 bosan. Tapi bila kuar album baru ni... waduh2~ sungguh hebat dan kagum aku mendengarnya. Habis satu album aku download. (Well... dah ada duit esok2, aku beli la~!!) Worth buying it! So, allow me to review sket...

Band dari Finland ni sebenarnya bukan favourite aku before this. (Err... in case you don't know where Finland is, ask your Nokia phone. ;p) Beberapa tahun lepas, aku ada beli album 'Wishamster'. Tapi takde la best sgt. Lepas tu, ada la download a few songs from their other albums... so so je laa~ Tapi setelah try dgr album terbaru ni... aku terus tangkap cintan! For the first time, I dare to say that this band is actually better than Therion.

Dlm album Once ni, lebih byk unsur2 orchestral diselitkan dan jadi kombinasi mantap lak dgn suara opera vokalisnya, Tarja. Ramai org ckp album ni 'slow'. Tapi tu aku rasa sbb diorang tgk video klip single 'nemo'. Sbb tu org ckp slow. Hakikatnye, byk lagu2 yg agak heavy macam 'wish I had an angel' dan jugak 'planet hell'. Kalo ada yg rasa gandingan Metallica & San Francisco Symphony Orchestra tu mantap, aku kata Nightwish & London Symphony Orchestra ni termantap!! hehe...

Try pulak 'creek mary's blood' dan 'ghost love score'. Waaahh~!! Rasa mcm tgh tgk movie! Dgn vokal Tarja yg mendayu2, diiringi choir dan orchestra... rasa mcm berada dlm sebuah movie! yeah... kalau nak dgr lagu yg singable atau ada unsur2 boleh jual... try 'nemo'. Sebuah lagu yg indah! Tapi takde kene mengena dgn finding nemo! ;p


...anybody lost a Nokia phone~?

Sesungguhnya, aku dah jatuh cinta sama Tarja dan vokalnya! Arrghhh...~!! Dulu dia gumuk, aku tak suka. Tapi skarang sudah slim shady. Sudah makin cun! Arrghhh... ni yg buat aku nak beraya krismas kat Finland ni! Tarja~!! Wait for me... I'll be looking for you this christmas!! Keh keh keh...

Klik utk tgk video clip Nightwish - Nemo

Dah Lama...

Hurm... rasa2nya dah agak lama aku tak connect diri aku dgn dunia luar. Dah lama aku tak buat benda2 yg selalu aku buat dulu2. Yang hari2 aku buat ialah online, update blog ni. Damn, this blogging thing is addictive~! I dunno why, but asyik tak puas hati je tgk appearance blog ni. Ade aje mende yg nak di touch-up. Padahal, bukannye dpt hadiah pun. Tak berfaedah langsung~!! Adakah anda blogger2 di luar sana juga sama spt aku? Or is it only me who's so pathetic? C'mon, me... GET A LIFE~!! Anyway, aku update lg blog aku dgn menyumbat stesen radio yg sgt best aku layan tatkala nak tidor... ladies & gentlement, please welcome Radio Rivendell~!! Hehehe...

Wayang
Dah lama aku tak gi tgk wayang. Bila last sekali aku gi tgk movie, eh? Haa... paling akhir ialah sebulan yg lepas. Aku gi tgk citer King Athur. Tu pun setelah dipaksa oleh kawan aku. Actually, aku malas nak tgk sbb aku expect citer tu bodo je. Sekali, best la jugak. Ada satisfaction la selepas menonton filem tu. Maybe sbb it was beyond my expectation~!! Sama jugak mcm citer Underworld, I,Robot... Passion Of The Christ. Semua tu beyond my expectation. Tapi yg aku paling kuciwa ialah citer Van Helsing & Harry Potter 3. Sebabnya... aku bajet citer tu gempak habis. Sekali tak sampai pun ke tahap yg aku expect. Effect je lebih~! Sampai skarang aku akan ckp Underworld lagi best drp Van Helsing~!! Tapi kan... aku teringin sgt nak tgk citer Buai Laju-laju. Camne hek?

Magazine
Dah lama aku tak beli magazine. Dulu2 byk la jgk. Beli FHM, Maxim, Guitar Review, dll. Semalam, aku beli majalah Q setelah hampir 5 bulan aku tak beli magazine. (huh?!) Majalah Q ni majalah music. Aku belek2, terjumpa la benda yg agak best. Jeng... jeng...~

10 Essential Break-Up Songs by Readers:
1. Tunnel of Love - Bruce Springsteen
2. No Distance Left To Run - Blur
3. Love On The Rocks - Neil Diamond
4. The Sceintist - Coldplay (~ni faveret aku!)
5. Don't Speak - No Doubt
6. By The Time I Get To Phoenix - Glen Campbell
7. You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi
8. Kim - Eminem (~huh?! eminem??)
9. Can't Stand Me Now - The Libertines
10. Love TKO - Teddy Pendergrass

10 Essential Break-Up Songs by Q Magazine:
1. Always On My Mind - Elvis Presley (~nice!!)
2. Dry Your Eyes - The Streets
3. I Heard It Through The Grapevine - Marvin Gaye
4. Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back) - Eamon
5. I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor (~overplayed!!)
6. The Sun Ain't Gonna Shine No More - The Walker Brothers
7. I Will Always Love You - Dolly Parton
8. History - The Verve
9. Angie - The Rolling Stones (~yeah!!)
10. I Know It's Over - The Smiths

urrmm... maybe tomorrow, I'll put up list of my own essential break-up songs soon... hehehe~ I've even been thinkin of doing my own break-up songs compilation!! Fancy...~

Main Bola
Dah lama aku tak main bola...~ Bukan takmau main, nak tu nak! Tapi, kasut boot aku tertinggal kat M'sia. Tambah lagi, rakan perbolaan aku si Peter dan Chippy dah malas nak main skang. Dah la sejuk, asyik hujan lak tu skang. Aku malas nak basuh pakaian kotor2 lps main bola tu... hehehe~~ alasan je semua tu! keyword nye ialah MALAS. huh~!!

Tak boleh jadi ni... esok aku musti keluar dari tempat ini. Aku musti pergi ke tempat lain barang sehari dua utk menyedut udara segar kat lain. Kena refresh sket kepala hotak yg makin beku nih. Mat~!! Esok aku nak tersadai kat umah hang! Boleh ka~? Tghari hang amik aku kat stesen keretapi tau! Dan jgn lupa masak lunch utk aku!! Keh keh keh..~~

Hampas Kelapa

Apa la hampeh punya blogspot ni..~? Dah 2 hari duk down tak tentu pasal. Penat aku tunggu dia publish tapi duk 0% tang tuuu jugak! Aku nak update pun tak bleh. Terpaksa la save je entry2 aku. Huh~!! Anyway, entry yg ni pun aku tak tau bleh publish ke idak. Nasib ler...

Been chatting to Ira just now... and she sent me this cute little boy pic. Fancy huh~? For all of sudden, I think this boy is cute! Tak pernah pulak aku interested terhadap ku'cute'an budak2 kecik. Tapi kali ni, aku suka sgt tgk pic budak ni. What does that mean? Am I too desperate to have kids? ...or am I a paedophile? Hell, no~!! Maybe aku dah mula suka kat budak2 kecik kot. Maybe aku dah gatal nak kahwin kot... or maybe aku dah hampir masuk ke peringkat 'seriously been thinking of marriage'? Weyy... tak bolehhh... masih awal. Hehehe~ By the way, his name is Faris.

What else...~? Ermm.. aaa.. I linked a new blog I found just now. It's Lin's Blog. Why~? I dun even know her. But I found something interesting about her. Huhuh~ No..no... not in a sense of love or romance. Don't get me wrong, ok. For those who really know me, you can easily figure that out... what's so interesting about her! I'm not telling you here.. so go figure it out yourself!! Ciao~

Love Hatred

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair,
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare,
I hate the way you dress,
and the way you read my mind,
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme,
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry,
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close, not even a little bit,
not even at all,
I really hate those things that i hate about you~!

...tae be 'onest, ah goat naethin tae be told in 'is bloag fir the past few days. 'tis naet like af been busy e wut... 'tis just so lame ey naet worth telling 'ere. Well, dun expect ah'll tell ev'ry single things af been daeing in me daily life, lads~! Ah dae need me oarn privacy... didnae? Hehehe..~ cheers!

TGI Friday~!

Thank God, it's Friday~! Hahaha~ habislah weekdays utk minggu ni. Bermula lah weekend utk minggu ini jugak. Tak de apa2 nak taip ler... kematian akal pulak hari ni. Bukan takde apa nak tulis, tapi hari ni byk sgt events kacau bilau dlm hidup aku. Malas la nak cerita kat sini.

Yg aku tau, aku cukup bengang kat Euclidian's Algorithm. Apsal la dia gatal2 buat onar awal tahun hari tu, tapi baik la pulak dia tadi? Aku dah ready dgn kelengkapan di jiwa nak belasah cukup2, sekali dia tak mengganas. Tensen sengguh~!! Lps tu, si Bob dgn Alice ni pun satu hal... dulu ngada2 nak guna Digital Signature. Sampai menyusahkan aku~!! nak verify la, taknak kasi forgeable la, non-repudiable la... byk lak songeh. Dah tadi buat perangai nak guna Message Digest pulak! Mangkuk hayun betul la kartun 2 ekor ni~!Tau pulak korang takut kena attack eh? takut kena alter~! Aku jugak yg termenung memikirkan kerenah korang... Untuk menambahkan lagi sakit hati, punya lah bagai nak gila aku duk tilik Secure Socket Layer dgn Secure Electronic Transaction pagi tadi... alih2 diorang buat bodo je~! Kenapa tak ckp awal2 suruh tilik Key Distribution Center, IPSec, kepala hotak bingai..~?! Hanjeng sungguh...~

Nasib baik ada Pasta Mushroom+Tomato+Lettuce+Tuna... Huhuhu~ girang kejap perut aku daripada melayan mangkuk2 hayun di atas! Tapi ku sangka panas hingga ke tgh mlm, rupanya hujan gerimis di waktu senja. Si Peter pulak mintak tolong install tah hapa2 kat PC baru dia. Dah la mengharungi onak duri sepanjang nak install tu. PC zaman firaun, tak detect USB Port ler, CD kosong takde le, CD Key hilang le... mcm city warden lak aku pegi-balik2 mlm2 buta.

Aahh... anyway, TGIFriday~! Tomorrow saturday, sunday. Sleep day~~ zzzZZZ...

Alhamdulillah...

Aku baru dpt berita yg Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim dibebaskan. Alhamdulillah... at last, ada jugak sedikit simpati utk dia. Kesian dah tgk keadaan dia kat Penjara Sg. Buloh tu. Apa2 pun, dia pun ada jugak jasa masa jadik TPM dulu. Sama2lah kita berdoa agar dia segera sembuh dan mari berdoa agar Malaysia sentiasa aman damai. Amin~

Midnight Blues

Bosannyer tgh2 mlm camni. Nak tido, terasa rugi la pulak utk mensia2kan waktu mlm yg best ni. Dah la bulan tgh mengambang! I lurrvvee full moon~!! Tak tau la apsal, tapi aku boleh jadi happy sgt2 kalau tgk full moon.

"If I could ask God one thing,
it would be to stop the moon...
Stop the moon...
make this night and your beauty
last forever..."

Erm... dah ramai gak org tanya aku, "tu gambar awek ke kat sebelah tu?" (the GIF picture at the left side of this blog, in case you're wondering which pic). Aku pun dah naik tak reti nak jawab camna. Err... actually, tu bukan gambar awek aku. Aku masih single-mingle dan masih lagi antara eligible bachelors yg hidup kat bumi ni. Tu adalah gambar seorang pompuan yg aku admire. Nama dia... erm... carikla sendiri~! Ada dlm entry aku yg lepas2. So, one day tu... aku boring2, takde apa nak buat. Aku create la satu animation muka dia dgn muka aku. Konon, awek aku la tu. Haha~!! Padahal, bukan ada apa2 pun. Tak salah rasanya kalau aku admire seseorang. Alaa... macam korang2 yg minat sgt dgn Akademi Fantasia (AF) tu la~!! Admire si Bobo la, si Jojo la... si yg menang tu apa nama tu... Zahid? Haa... Zahid la... macam tu la kira aku admire budak ni. Cuma aku tak boleh nak SMS undi budak aku admire ni je. Heheh~

Terlajak ckp pasal AF ni, aku pun kurang paham la jgk apa yg boleh buat diorang minat fanatik hanjeng kat AF tu. Aku rasa rancangan AF tu ada subliminal message la. Dia hantar mesej2 menghasut pada kadar Ultra-Low Frequency (ULF). Antara kandungan mesej2 subliminal ni agaknyer la... suruh fanatik gila kat yg hensem, suruh membazir kredit hantar SMS, suruh pegi opis bertekak dgn opis-mate pasal AF, dan lain2 lagi. Ish~! Bila aku bukak 'www.suratkabarmalaysia.com', terkejut gak. Bukan nak mengata ke apa, tapi kalau dah RM7.5juta (or is it 15juta?) org kita sanggup habiskan utk SMS... tu mmg dah kira fanatik habis!! Kesian betul... apasal org kita suka pada benda2 seasonal camtu? Nasib baik aku takde kat Malaysia. Kot tak, mau aku pun terlibat sama dalam kancah AF yg giler tu. Aku tgk, 'cikas2' dlm AF tu, cun2 jgk...huhu~

p/s- Merdeka dari jajahan British. Tapi jiwa masih belum merdeka. Senang2 je kena jajah dgn ASTRO & AF. Bukan kata org, tapi aku pun masih dijajah jugak. Tapi bkn dek AF tu la... ada la tu agaknye jajahan lain kat jiwa aku ni...

Cinta + Kasih + Sayang

Ok, u wanna talk 'bout love? So be it. Naa... I'm not very fond of talking 'bout love at the moment. Anyway, I got couple of links which was posted by friends in friendster's bulletin board. It's about love test. So, I give it go... and here's the result~!

Dating Quiz - What is your love style? http://www.datingtips.ws/quiz-love-style.php Your Love Style Is: Shattered! Come on have a little more faith in yourself. You are worthy of love and shouldn't be afraid to go for it! Don't let people of the opposite sex push you around, you are an awesome person and it's about time you realized this.

hmmm... fancy, huh? Maybe I never realised before that. I think I'm good enough with love, but I'm not rupa2nya... huhu~

Love Readiness Test: http://www.testcafe.com/lov/lov.html Your Weakest Love Readiness Skill is: Marriage Your Strongest Love Readiness Skill is: History

well, obviously kinda inbetween~! Bila tgk history, it makes me feel like I'm ready for settlement. But the marriage itself makes me afraid. Of course I am, it's all about big-time commitment. Naa.. the truth is, duit takde camna nak kawin~!!?? Hahaha~~

Happy 47th National Day

three... two... one... ... ... [silent mode] hehehe~ To be honest, up till now I'm crunching the shit outta my brain to relate the countdown with National Day. What's the significant of it? Do we really need to gather ramai2 and wait for the 31st August's 12 a.m bell tolls? Then what? Jerit 'merdeka!!'... Lepas tu...~? For me, the only people yg betul2 deserve to do that ialah mereka yg hidup pada 31st August 1957. I repeat, 1957. Because they were colonised on 30th, and then they breathe the air of freedom the next day onwards. For us, we were born free! So why bother celebrate our freedom dgn countdown? We don't have to 'celebrate' it. We have to think how to pertahankan our freedom. I see 'countdown' is not appropriate for it. Sama la macam bila mak kita beli nasik lemak for breakfast. We do celebrate the 'arrival' of the nasik lemak, but we don't continuously celebrate it. We have to finish it! We may think how mak kita beli nasik lemak tu. Berapa harga sebungkus? Mak gi beli naik apa? Beli dgn saper? But we really have to eat it rather than look at the nasik lemak and keep celebrating it. Then after that, we'll say..."thanks ma' for the nasik lemak~" Well, maybe we're not celebrating it the right way. Plus, naa... we all tau kan apa muda-mudi alaf baru buat di mlm merdeka. Aaa... apa aku merapu ni?! I'm not patriotic enough, am I? huhu~ Anyway, Happy National Day to all Malaysians!

As for me... I don't really bother about it. Not to say that I don't love my country. It's just that... I'm not very fond of this countdown stuff. National Day tahun lepas, I was in JB, Msia. Most of my friends went to Dataran JB to celebrate merdeka. But me and 2 other friends, went to studio and been jamming like no one's business. No cares of what happen outside. Yang aku tau, mlm tu hujan lebat. Pity them, basah kuyup di malam merdeka. Anyway, I drove to the Dataran at 3 a.m. Saja nak tgk apa event yg ada kat town. As far as I remember, nothing much sbb hujan. Tapi jln jam giler jgk. Heh~ Man, talk about jamming... I really miss my bandmates! Apa khabar korang skarang eh? We planned to release demo, tak jadi. We all parted our ways. I even wrote couple of songs. Tapi dah berkulat agaknye lagu2 tu. Hope you guys improvise 'em! Hey, aku ada simpan lagi gmbr2 masa jamming mlm merdeka last year. Haha~!! I'll attach them here!

Oh good Lord~! I thought today'll be boring day for me but it wasn't. Hari ni pegi lepak rumah Auntie Roy dgn Amen. Tolong dia potong rumput. Then she cooked dinner for us. Yumm~! Baru aku tau yg Auntie Roy ni die-hard fan Liverpool. Keh keh... she asked me, "so you're Liverpool supporter too, Arep?" I said, "support la but not to say die-hard. It's just that I grew up reading football news in times of Liverpool era, so that makes me support Liverpool more than other teams" Keh keh... padahal dalam hati, mmg aku die-hard fan Liverpool pun! Saja je cover macho depan dia... Hehehe~ Pinjam CD Kopratasa dgn dia. Haahahah~ dah lama aku nak dgr Kopratasa... ada jgk kat Bradford ni. Best, best~ Err... arr... dunno what to type dah... OK la, that's all for today... piss off, luv~!! hehe...

Get It Over With, Man!!

Yeay~! i'm so happy because i only got few hours to go to end this lame & stupid weekend! Apsal ha? Kalau weekend je, sure rasa boring maksima. Hari lain boring jugak, tapi takde la seboring weekend. Aku rasa sebab weekend adalah hari cuti. So, teramatlah ruginya cuti jika tidak diisi dengan aktiviti2 menarik. Tapi apa lah yang menarik yg boleh aku buat kat sini eh? Haa...~! Aku tau sebab apa boring! Sebab pokai! Hahahahaa~~ Cuba kalau duit tgh lebat. Sure tak boring punya... huhu~

Well, actually petang tadi adalah majlis ceramah sempena Isra' Mikraj di bulan Rajab ni. Oleh kerana ada makan free, I couldn't resist..hehe~! Ye la, dah le tgh pokai, ada pulak yg offer makan free. Saper tak mau? So, dengan penuh keikhlasan di hati utk mkn free, aku menapak ke Masjid Dar Arqam tu. Tu dia... wajah2 yg dah agak lama aku tak tgk. Abg Norji, Abg Halim, Abg Mat Nor, Abg itu ini... tapi aku sekor je yg bujang? Uiks~? Apa jadah nye... mana pegi yg lain2? Tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, sapa la sgt yg bujang nyer... Tak kisah laa. Janji makan free! hahaha~

Right now, I'm doing nothing... just sit in front of the PC, update this 'stupid' blog while listening to some cruising musics. Kat bawah kang, ada aku listkan lagu2 yg aku layan sejak dari awal aku taip nih sampai la aku nak post. That's my mood of music for tonite~!

from 8.43 pm:
-Love Is (Stevie Nicks)
-That Day (Natalie Imbruglia)
-Song For A Winter's Night (Sarah McLachlan & Jewel)
-Sick And Tired (Anastacia)
-Selling The Drama (Live)
-In Relief (John Frusciante)
-Like A Stone (Audioslave)
-All Out Of Love (Air Supply)
-Hey Baby (Bruce Channel)
-Freshmen (Vervepipe)

OK, at first... when I started this blogging thingy, I'm not supposed to write this kind of stuff. But I ended up writing it anyway. Damn~! This'll be no more privacy in my life after this! Hey, you readers~!! Close this blog! Please be kind to bugger off and come back later, okay~! Hehehe~~

p/s- Cis~! Esok Bank Holiday... cuti jugak lagi... aduiihh~ Bosan jugak lagi esok! Tapi aku bukannyer keje pun... apa yg aku risau lak pasal cuti2 ni~?! Sewel arr lu!

Bye Bye Baby~

Woke up thinking bout you today
Why does it have to be this way
We drove each other crazy
Bye bye babe
Bye bye baby
Well I guess it's over and it's done
We had some good tiimes and we had fun
We drove each other crazy
I'll always love you
Bye bye baby
Babe bye bye
Bye bye baby
Don't you cry

The Future

Aahh...~ dalam 2 3 hari ni, aku rasa down semacam je. Aku pun tak tau kenapa. Maybe sebab aku tgh berada dlm kesempitan. Yeah, I guess I'm now having such difficult time that I don't know whether I could ever manage it or not. Anyway, aku sentiasa anggap benda2 ni sebagai preparation of future. Perhaps, the most pain preparation hopefully for a better future ahead. Ckp pasal future, aku tak tahu camana la future aku kang. Impian? Harapan? Angan2? Ckp pasal angan2, mmg byk! Impian? Impian bagi aku hanyalah sesuatu yg agak mustahil, whereas angan2 bagi aku adalah permulaan kepada harapan & usaha. Harapan comes first in my life priorities list.

Bila tgk kawan2 lain dah berjaya, perasaan bercampur-aduk. Downgrade, happy, jelaous, demotivate, bersemangat, lapar, horny... entah la~!! Oh ye, sebelum terlupa. TAHNIAH buat rakan2 aku yg berjaya meng'konvo'kan diri Sabtu baru2 ni di IIUM. Seriously, aku sedih sgt. First, aku pernah janji dgn Boey, aku akan menghadirkan diri hari dia konvo. Tapi, aku tak dpt pegi sebab aku kat sini. Sorry Boey... Second, ni lah batch terakhir kwn2 seangkatan dgn aku di Gombak tu grad. We've been through every joy and pain, tapi aku yg berundur mengalah. Aku tak dapat terus berjuang bersama2 di Garden of Knowledge & Virtue itu. If I hadn't quit 5 years ago, I might end up graduating with you guys! But I chose the hard way.. and I have no regret upon it. Apa pun, TAHNIAH sekali lagi utk korang. Especially Boey, Qunut, Slam, & Sawad. You guys made it (with honour!) despite of all difficult times we had, eh? TAHNIAH jugak utk Arin, Pett, & Skun walaupun korang naik kapal lain.Still korang berjaya jgk. Aku? Entah la... the future still seems to be uncertain for me.

Kadang2, aku terfikir... what makes us happy in our life? Nice-paid job? Happy family? Sweet & romantic love? Ah... don't talk about love at the moment. We'll talk about it some other day. Money? Oh... obviously money is everything~! Org kata duit bukan segala2nya dlm hidup.But it is everything the way I see it at the moment. What makes me happy? Bagi aku, kalau aku buat satu2 kerja yg aku really enjoy doing the work... that makes me happy enough. Amal ada citer kat aku pasal adik dia Asma. Asma is so in love with her work even kalau sakit demam pun, she insists nak pegi keje. She really enjoy her work! Man... I wish I could be in her situation one day soon. As for now, I have to admit that I'm not enjoying what I've been doing for years. Aku mesti ubah sesuatu...

Next month penentu segala2nya. Next month merupakan transitional period bagi aku melakar masa depan. Masa depan in which can really2 makes me happy~! Walaupun turning point yg akan aku lakukan ini maybe akan dipandang sebelah mata... aku nak turn jugak. Aku nak pusing jugak~! Kona oii... kona~!! Kiri ke kanan? Tgk le map, bingai~!!

Hari Ahad

uuhhh~~ sunday bloody sunday... sepatutnya hari ahad ni hari best, tapi sunday seems to be the most boring day here. well, for me at least... bloody boring. expect tomorrow won't be this boring.. just depress je. Just another manic monday... ho hooo.. (The Bangles)

Guitars

Aku ni jenis suka main gitar. Aku takde le terer giler macam Man Kidal, tapi boleh la setakat nak hiburkan diri sendiri tatkala duka lara. Main gitar ni, memang melalaikan. Ehehe~ Angan2 aku sebenarnya nak beli gitar karen barang sehelai dua. Tapi duit takde lagi. Ni yg tgh giler nak kumpul duit nak beli gitar nih.Mana la tau kot2 bila dah besar esok2 boleh jadi artis. Artis jalanan pun takpe ler...hahaha~!! Gitar2 impian aku ialah:

Grestch Falcon White	Fender Telecaster